Why can't I just forget???

Why do I fall to pieces when you call? Why do I long to feel your arms around me and your lips on my neck? Why haven't I let myself consider another? When will I get over you? When will my heart stop bleeding for you? When will my body stop aching for your touch? When will my mind stop yearning?

I guess these are the age old questions. Everyone knows someone they think these things about. Everyone has their own "Earl".

Someday one of three things will happen. 1) you'll come to me 2) I'll meet someone else to build my life with or 3) I'll die.

There don't seem to be any other options. So even though I know I shouldn't, I will continue to take your calls, I wil continue to flirt with you and make nice. I will continue to want you. I will continue to love you. I will continue to not let it show or ever tell you.