It's all so much simpler than we would have ever thought. Dana has decided to sell his trailer. It came to both of us at the same time this morning while en route to our jobs. He called out of the blue which he never does and said almost word for word what had just moments before popped into my head.

Put the property up for sale. Offer first dibs to the family and if no one wants it then it goes on the open market. Plain and simple. No more stressing about what to do. No more worrying about upsetting everyone. No more thinking night and day about how to come up with money for the bills.

I'm feeling relieved. I'm also learning how to loosen my control over the bills. I'm realizing that how I view money has been a bit skewed. I trust Dana. I love Dana. We can work through this. Together as a couple.

I got my income tax today too which has greatly added to my relief. I had 2 bills that were behind and I am SOOOO glad to pay those off. It was the first time in 4 years that I fell behind and I don't like it. I absolutely hate it. I especially hate it when I fall behind because my expenses are just too much. If I was going out alot or shopping alot it would be much easier to cut back. But cutting back on things like internet and cable just doesn't set well with me. Oh well.....things are easing up a bit. Both on my end and on Dana's.