I write then I think
Yeah, I wrote a good one this morning and I was perfectly ok with it. But then I went back in a while later and it was all just too personal. I am in such turmoil right now. My stomach is turning and my heart is burning and I just want to be rid of all of these negative feelings. I want to be rid of the feelings of fear and inadequacy. I just want to be void, empty, a vacuum in the literal sense. I want to sleep on a beach, forever with no cell phone, no identification no one knowing me. No one seeing me. No one knowing my secrets, knowing my dirty side. I just want to be invisible.
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(((boobabe))) How about I just sit here with you quietly for a while. Wish I could help. love you honey.
sometimes i think about selling everything i own and going away on a sailboat. but i don't. running away doesn't help. you gotta live your life. make it what you want it to be.
end of my advice
i think about being invisible sometimes too. disappearing. i think we all do.
(((boo)))
i'm sorry you're struggling. wish i could help lighten your load if even just a little bit.
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