Am I the only one who will listen to the same sad song over and over and over again?
It's not so much the sad songs, it's the yearning and longing songs that slay me. I've had Norah on loop for days now. Can't stop listening. Can't stop thinking. Can't stop wanting.
I'm not even sure what I'm wanting anymore. I guess at this point I want slow sensual sex that ends with major hard core f**king. Ok...so that's what I always want but it seems like lately I have been yearning for it more. And not just for the sake of it and not with a FWB but with someone who means something to me. Someone I am in love with and is in love with me. *long sigh* Guess I better get over that yearning and fast.
Why is it my libido goes nutz when I have no one to take it out on? The older I get the more powerful it gets. The harder it is for me to stay moral. I start thinking "oh what the hell, whats the worse that can happen?" I can see it's gonna get worse before it gets better. Circumstances are dictating that.
Come away with me in the night
Come away with me
And I will write you a song
Come away with me on a bus
Come away with me where they can't tempt us
With their lies
I want to walk with you
On a cloudy day
In fields where the yellow grass grows
knee kigh
So won't you try to come
Come away with me and we'll kiss
On a mountain top
Come away with me
And I'll never stop loving you
And I want to wake up with the rain
Falling on a tin roof
While I'm safe there in your arms
So all I ask is for you
To come away with me in the night
Come away with me
I must be losing my mind. I mean total brain matter dripping from my ears. Wanting and yearning and not having and being so close to the subject of those things is a very dangerous place to be.
The cure....that's what it will be. One way or another. Lets hope I don't get sicker from the cure than I have been from the actual disease known as Earl.
4 comments:
Im right there with ya Hun. I definately tend to loop the ones that I "need" (and I use that term loosley) to hear.
Guess that just makes us loopy, huh?
=)
(((Boo)))
loopy, did someone say loopy? That would be me too. Lately it's cold.play's "Fix-You", and Carrie Under.woods "Was.ted"
Glad you had a good weekend away sweetie.
I would imagine most of it is from having what you want so close and yet so far. How you are doing this I really don't know.
damn blogger ate my comment.
another loopy girl here...
and the libido thing. damn, i hear ya. but i'd rather be crazy that way... don't want to lose that, not ever.
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