Hump day and other connotations

Kinda funny how I posted about feel blah yesterday and today my libido has all of a sudden woke up. Wednesdays can be like that.

A while ago I set up this blog and my old blog to notify me by email when someone had commented. Goodness knows how many comments I missed prior to that. As you know my old blog, Boo's Blog is closed, (And I sure do miss it) but you wouldn't believe the spam comments I have gotten. The good thing is the spammers just drop onto posts pretty randomly. I have taken that opportunity to revisit many of my old posts. I am a fucked up mess. And I am only minutely better off than I was a year ago, even two years ago. The more I read the more I realized that the more things change the more they stay the same.

I'm depressed. I'm lonely. I'm horny. I'm depressed. I'm lonely. I'm horny. I'm horny. I'm horny. I'm horny. 'Bout sums it up. You didn't realize I was so simple did you?

The good thing out of that is that I rediscovered a couple of bloggers that I had lost track of. So just like math, science and US history, those things that you think are useless may actually be helpful some day. One of the bloggers I have reconnected with is Christine. She used to have the blog 100 reasons why I hate my husband. She is truly hilarious but I totally feel for her and can see beyond the humor. My ex was alot like her (soon to be)ex right down to the name John. I had lost track and never did see her 100th reason for hating her hubby. She was kind enough to email it to me and what a riot. Even more so because it reminds me a lot of Dana.

She talked about his bad driving and gave a list of rules he lives by on the road. All of which are rude, dangerous and just plain offensive. The reason I had to laugh is because of Dana's driving abilities. Dana isn't deliberately a bad driver, it just happens naturally. He is still applying gas even though he is only about 50 feet from a red light, then he slams on the breaks at the last minute. He slows to an almost stop for a green light and will look both ways before proceeding cautiously. He has gunned it on a yellow light only to change his mind and slam the breaks and then back up. He can't judge distance and has had 2 minor accidents just since I have known him. He stops at intersections that he has the right of way at and breezes deliriously through stop signs he should be obeying. He can't talk and drive at the same time. He is all over the road when distracted. He drives way too fast in inclement weather and very slow on the wide open dry road. I have found that I can drive his truck very well. Even he says so and of late has let me handle any and all driving tasks.

One of the first times I ever met his mother she asked me if his driving had improved. I said I didn't know how he drove before but the way he drives now is frightening. She just shook her head and said, "nope, it hasn't improved".

The depression and loneliness have subsided. And the libido thing is alive and well. Guess I am like a switch.