Ditto

We came together like magnet and steel. His lips and hands knowing all the right places and right pressures. He really knows how to kiss, using his lips, just enough saliva so we are moist but not a deluge, he teases with his tongue, never going in for the kill, which is how I like it. I like the feel and taste of him. I like evrything about him. His size, his smell, his motion, his eyes, his hands, his mouth. This morning he was intoxicating to me. Fresh from a shower and just smelling clean, no cologne. He is just plain yummy. He loves it when I suck on his cock and flick my tongue over the head of it while watching his face. We'll lock eyes and it just drives him crazy. But he is a man of much stamina. I can make him cum like that but prefer not to. I have other things in mind for him.

He said he wanted to see my ass and watch the slow grinding so he entered me from behind. He held my ass in such a way that I could feel him in all the right places without any of the discomfort I sometimes feel in that position. He was "threatening to drive it in my ass" like he "knows" I like it. I jokingly reminded him that it is HE who likes that and that I prefer a kinder gentler fuck back there. We were pressed for time, we didn't have the time to "go there". It's a process for me and we don't do that very often. He is the only man who has ever done that to me. He is gentle and patient and has been rewarded in the past for his patience.

I reminded him that we had just about zero time but that I wanted to feel him, on top of me. I wanted his weight on me and his lips on mine. We usually end things off with me on top (my favorite position) but today was different. Today was a quickie yet more powerful than we had known for awhile. He was teasing me, only entering his head. Then he started with the long strokes and went back and forth teasing me. He talks to me alot too, which I like. Not really nasty but sort of. He promised he was going to make me cum in that position. I have never cum in missionary position. It's just not the right angle for me. I enjoy it very much but just don't get off. He was whispering to me as he was sliding in and out. Asked if he could tell me something but didn't want me to take it the wrong way. I said you can tell me anything you want as long as it's the truth.

He said "I love you. I have always loved you, since the first day we met. I can't not see you. I have tried and I just can't do it. I know someday this will end when you meet someone else but for now you are mine."

My face was buried in his neck, smelling him and tasting his skin. Feeling all of him in me and on me. He lifted up enough that I was able to wrap my legs around his waist and rock my hips in a way that had me cumming so hard on his cock. My pussy was as wet and on fire as it's ever been. I have never cum in that position but let me tell you, it was unbelievable.

We laid there for a few minutes, resting, touching and stroking each other. He asked me what I was thinking.

"I'm wondering if it was the moment or how you really feel?"

"You know I can't do anything permanent about it but it is how I feel"

He kissed me again, his soft moist lips making me want him all over again. And he asked "how do you feel?"

All I could say was "Ditto"