Don't mind me

I'm trying really hard to not dwell.
I'm trying really hard to get through each day.
I'm trying really hard to be fair to Dana.
I'm trying really hard to really examine this relationship I'm in before I ditch it.
I'm trying to be sure.
I'm trying to give it the chance it deserves.
I'm trying to not have so much communication with Earl, since he does cloud things for me.
I'm trying.