Not gonna happen

I told him today the answer is no, he cannot have my king size bed.
I think it is the first time I have ever said no to him.
For anything.
I've always been a yes girl.
I'm gonna give myself some time away from him.
No more phone calls.
He's coming over on Sunday to help Dana finish the shed, I won't be there.
I really don't want to see him or hear his voice or even think about him.
I'm hurt by him and I'm mad at me.

He's not getting the bed.
I'm not getting him.
Not gonna happen.