Not sure what got into me

But I watched a porn video tonight. Hot wild sex isn't the same as hot wild lovemaking but damn it was.....hot.

It was from a site that I discovered a while ago. No downloads and no money involved. Not much on quality but I didn't care. It did the trick. A funny little trick that I needed.

Self gratification just doesn't hold a candle to help from a partner but in a pinch? Not so bad. No one does me like I do me anyways. ;-)

Maybe it's all the waiting. Maybe it was the frustration of thinking all day that it was probably all over but the crying only to find out that FlyBaby was on vacation from the hospital. Boy they sure birth babies differently these days. I think she may be back and getting ready for the labor intensive work. Good Luck Fly. I'm hoping for a quick entrance by Miss Smudge. Not sure how much sleep any of us will get tonight.