Feeling a bit bitchy

Not really sure what my problem is. I'm going on a mini vacation this weekend. Gonna hang with my best bud. Snap some pics. See a baby panda. I am really looking forward to all of that. I am. Yet I still feel antsy. I feel like I need to be on the move. I feel bitchy. I can't seem to settle down and feel content.

Money is really playing on my mind because of my idiot brother. But it's more than that. I thought having Earl around more would be better but I'm just not sure. He hasn't moved in yet but already I'm feeling resentful. Resentful and mean spirited every time she makes a suggestion for something that I have to fund. I know they will be paying rent. I know that I agreed to do whatever is necessary to make their room nice. We met up yesterday to get paint. I needed his opinion. I needed his thoughts but it turned into a case of me deciding what we got because it's MY HOUSE. I know it is my house but they have decent taste in decorating and we are talking about the color of the paint for their room. She can't make a decision and he wouldn't make one. What a joke. Then she suggested an extension pole of the paint roller. And I took it totally wrong. I took it as her spending my money. I felt all seething like I didn't even want to see her. It was totally me taking things wrong. SHe did nothing wrong but all of a sudden I was just so frustrated that she can't make a decision. She can't contribute yet she is his choice. My God, I am losing my mind. Could be a slight case of PMS and just overall bitchiness. I was also feeling frustrated that she even came with him to Walmart. She had already been there earlier in the day. But the only thing she lets him do alone is go to work. It has been one of his complaints, that she is clingy. I just wanted what isn't mine and I was being unreasonable. I get this way a day or 2 a month. When they do actually move in I guess I will spend my bitchy days in my room with a Do Not Disturb sign.

I'm ok. I know what I am getting into. I was just having an off day.