Reveling in it

Like the warmer than warm water of a bath, his love engulfs me. He is hot yet comfortable. He bouys me, never letting my head slip below the surface. Fears are put to rest. With his words and his actions I am finding room to trust again. I'm finding reason to believe. Believe in Love, Trust, Nuturing and Passion. No longer are these things a figment of my imagination. No longer are these things unrequited. No longer am I waiting with baited breath for things to go wrong. No longer am I assuming the worst.

His voice gets to me. It's deep just like I like alot of things. I love it when he calls and says he's coming over. I love that he can't stay away. I love that I don't want him to stay away. I love how he whispers in my ear in the dark of night. I love how he caresses me and holds me and wants me and loves me. I love him. I'm in love with him.

(wow, it's almost as scary in writing as it was saying it)