Scared

The want is taking over. Remembering the surprise. Remembering how we were. Both of us amazed at the chemistry. Will it be the same? Will we be glad to see each other? Did I dream the whole thing? You've emailed me every day this week. You've called. Yet I'm scared. I want to see that same look in your eyes. I want to go into your arms. I want you to want that too. Are you as nervous as I am? Are you worried and scared?

Geez....I could work myself into a frenzy. I'm ok.......I'm fine. It is all good. You wouldn't have made plans to meet me if you weren't interested, right? Ok...enough of that...I'm putting the fears and uncertainty to bed. Covered up and tucked in. I'm gonna stop thinking so much.
But I can't help but think I want this over and over again.